Long time ago, my soul was roaming through the barriers of time; lonely and somnambulist was lamenting her horrible fortune of all the adversities that were hunting her.
One of those lonely and cold nights, her voice was raised, resounding all above the starry sky. She asked to her Lord to see inside her heart; she did not know herself white nor pure, but she believed in Paradise´s redemption. Her tears were like bitter drops of bile, that made her remember her past and condemn her for her sins; her face, hidden in darkness, could not be recognize by those who once loved her; the whispers in her lips had a melody of anguish and pain; however, she believed in redemption of Paradise.
That was long time ago... now, there is someone who takes the best part of me and shows it as a beautiful flag pierced on his heart; that is why I wrote this poem for him, because he is whom I love most and care about.
The entire poem was written by me. Each word expresses how I am feeling about him, how I see him and how much I want him. Let me tell you in mortal words what I want to confess him.
In the first verse I want him to know that there is long Life to be lived, the path is long and still unwalked, there are too many secrets unrevealed, many things that I still do not know, but just a moment into his existence would be enough for me to discover and live those wonderful mysteries of Life.
The third verse reveals the essence of the poem.
Since my lover was in God´s mind, before the Creation, I knew him, I loved him; we were since eternity and from that moment on, our Creator delights with our love.
What he knows about me, what he sees, is nothing yet. There are many things inside me that I can offer him. Here I am, opened-heart, dedicating him my entire soul. I ask him to know me, to discover me, to accept me. On the other hand, I want him to let me enter into his world, be part of his life. I wrote how I see him and want him: These things are written in the fourth and fifth verses.
In the last verse I need to tell him that all I feed from him is making me crazy, I want to start a life time by his side right now! I tell him how I feel about my love and desires without care what people think.
I cannot say anymore now; words, do not know how to express my emotions, they are not enough.
I just know that I still believe in Paradise´s redemption and I am thankful, because my Lord heard my prayers.
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